It's not often in my life that I make a decision I'm 100% certain about, but giving my two week notice at Wild Rose was one of those decisions, and a life-changer at that! For once I have no doubt, no uncertainty, no buyer's remorse. It's definitely bittersweet as I LOVE that place, and wasn't ready to leave yet, but I've been telling The Universe ( Read more... )

Today was a beautiful day! My week hasn’t been so hot, so I’m happy to end it on a positive note. Although my week started pretty great - Hot Marcus and I went snowboarding up at Sunshine, and it was sooooo fun!!! Just the two of us, and I’m getting way better, and it was awesome. Yup, awesome. I think maybe my favourite part was when we were way ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to stop thinking about the prospect of moving to Squamish.. My brain/heart are having a fistfight; Brain is all, "But you love your job. What if the money isn't as good? What if it doesn't get you as far ahead financially as you initially thought? What if it's wrong? What will you do if you give up your house and your job? Maybe ( Read more... )

"When the last thing you want to do is give love, receive love, express love or lead with love... that's usually the first thing that needs to happen."

I'm trying this thing where I love. Listen. Accept. But mostly love. Because everyone is deserving of love. I've been trying to send out love vibes, either intentionally directed at someone, or just ( Read more... )

What do you have to force yourself to do? Data entry for BE, go to work when I'd rather stay in front of my computer getting inspired

What would you like to never, ever do again? Work for someone else, work 9-5, struggle to pay my bills, have to ask permission to go on an adventure or vacation, serve/waitress/bartend, wear a uniform.

When do you ( Read more... )

I just had to wipe tears out of my eyes.   Now the tears are dripping off my chin ( Read more... )

As much as I love beach holidays, sometimes city vacations are great. I love exploring new cities, the trendy areas, the cool streets, the sights and smells and FEEL of the place, the restaurants - oh the restaurants! - the coffee shops, and all the little nooks and nuances in between. Brilliant ( Read more... )

SURFING ( Read more... )

Chris, Maclean, Jade and I all went down to the beach for a bit yesterday. It made me feel better about my life. Even though I had to stop and puke on our walk down.... *sigh* I hardly ever drink because I just don't really care, but every once in awhile it's fun to have a few. Friday night we went out, but I had one gin at home, then 2 1/2 pints ( Read more... )

Last night I sent my Beautiful Banga a farewell message. I can't do this any more. I've made my choice, I feel good about my choice, but every time I talk to Nick I know I will want him and miss him and second guess my decision, if only for a moment. I don't want that. I don't want to lose Nick's friendship and the connection we have, but even more ( Read more... )